Yes, I am just now doing some pics!

Some pics of Jake from the 4th! Hey, at least it is still July! HA!

Daegon's diaper cake

Did this one for a friend today. Sweet little Daegon will be here soon!

I just decided that I have to start putting pics on here. ALL of the cute blogs I read share pics. I was supposed to start putting pics up of the diaper cakes and things I make and never did. I then turned it into a family blog and kept the no pic trend up. I am a retard! HA! I will have Sam get me started. I am a blogging newbie still I guess! I promise I will post some pics before Monday (I almost said tonight,but cant get to ahead of myself!)

Pray for Bennett

Please pray for baby Bennett! He was born very early (almost 27 weeks!) I cant imagine what having a micro preemie would be like. I know Adrienne would greatly appreciate all the prayers.
It hits home because Adrienne has the same clotting disorder that I do (and Bennett is our last name)Ha! She has lost several pregnancies and then was blessed with this miracle boy. Please lift all of them up. She and her hubby have three adopted children also.

Thank you

Thank you all for the sweet comments on our last post. We are hanging in there and doing better.We still haven't said anything to Jake because we still aren't sure what is going to happen.
It has been one week since we found out that our baby wasnt going to come home. It still seems strange to walk by her room that is all set up. I know we will pack things up, but not right now.
We are praying for God's will to be done in this whole matter. We are also praying that His plan be shown. He isnt finished working yet! We know that.
Jessica

Dear Summer Grace

It has been four days since we found out you werent coming home to us. Four very long, hard days. All your stuff was ready for you. I even had your hospital bag packed. I NEVER imagined it would be this hard.
Jake still doesn't know. We are waiting to make sure that this is really going to happen this way. We have many telling us they feel that your birth mom will change her mind again. We don't want to tell Jake you aren't coming and then you do get to come home. I hate to break his heart.
I don't know what to do with your things. Friends have said to wait. I just cant deal with packing them away right now. Your crib is still up and waiting. The bedding Callie made will be in later this week. Many things we have had monogrammed for you will also be coming in.
I know each day will get better. God is taking care of us and you right now. Just know baby girl, there are many people and churches praying for you no matter what happens. That gives me peace. You will always be prayed for no matter who your mother is.
Love always

The end

I am numb, sad, angry, any emotion you can think of honestly. The birth mother decided that ( with her mothers coercion) to keep the baby. She (the grandmother) had no intention of leaving us alone after Summer Grace became ours. we found out that this had kind of been the plan for a while. I havent slept or eaten in two days. Please pray. We will be telling Jake today and I am just not ready for that.
Jessica